Sunday, November 25, 2012

If I could tell me...

If I could go outside of myself, hug myself and tell myself one thing, it would be that's it's going to be okay. I've never met a mom of a child just like Case. I've never had anyone say that they know exactly what I'm going through or what my future holds but some nights I wish I did. Tonight, all of a sudden Case felt hot. I took his temp and it was 103. Because of his kidney problems, this could potentially be a big deal. I'm suppose to call his pediatrician anytime he has a temp over 102. So, of course I called right away and if Tylenol didn't work I was suppose to rush him to the ER. This started to get to me. I started to think that maybe I'm not cut out for this. At the drop of a hat our lives could change. There's no guarantee that anything will ever be normal or easy. If I could jump outside of myself on nights like this and give myself a hug the one thing I would say is that it's going to be okay. That I am strong enough for this. That comfortable is overrated and easy is a a thing of the past. I would tell myself that I'm made for this that I can do this and that just when I think I'm too weak a God given strength will shine threw. I would tell myself that every thing is going to be okay. "How do you know?" I would ask myself. "Because you can do ALL things threw Christ who strengthens you!" would be my answer...


  1. You WERE made for you!

  2. God never gives us more than we can handle... He knows u are exceptionally strong! He blessed you with a 3 great girls and an amazing husband to help you through this, you can't deny the results... Look how far Case has come!